It doesn't matter anymore.
Whatever you say now will remain inconsequential.
Let's just leave things the way it is now cause the damage has already been done.
It can't be undone by words.
It takes a lot more than just that.
Move past the pain & anguish.
Move beyond the lies and fantasies.
Escape your past and live the present.
Don't let your fear cloud your judgement.
& quit being an abject ass.


Drunken escapades

Is this the end?
Was it predestined to turn out like that?

There’s been so much change.
You’ve changed.
I’ve changed.
There’s no denying that we all have changed one way or another.
Whether it was for the better or worse.
Like it or not,
things aren’t the way it used to be.
It’s really poignant, isn’t it?

Regret.
Unhappiness.
Hatred.
Anger.
Confusion.

That is all there is to it.
You can’t change that.
Cause facts are facts.
All you can do now, is sit back and watch everything unfold in front of your very own eyes in sheer horror.
& regret.
Regret about not having done anything earlier, to prevent this undesired outcome.
But it’s just a little too late.
The overdue apology.
Save it.

You can't read me like an open book cause half my pages have been torn out, stashed away from these prying eyes.
So quit wasting your time, trying to figure me out.

Sports day was <3
Dunking booth was awesome (:
I wish Mr Wong had a chance to be dunked though.
However, there was insufficient time.
AND I saved my tickets so that I could dunk him :/
In the end, I had to spent the $6 worth of tickets on 6 cans of drinks.

A lot has happened in the past few days.
Yesterday, I learnt that laughing=lots of scolding from teacher -.-
What a valuable lesson. Righttt.

Story begins:
In Lit class, we kept mixing up the chapters we were supposed to do.
Yapwen started laughing.
Followed by Suganya.
Narelle.
Me.
Jolyn.
Suddenly, "BHAVINA! I want to see you now!"
Upon reaching there,
"What was the joke about?"
"Nothing."
"You mean you'll were laughing over NOTHING? Tell me now!"
"Well someone laughed and we all began laughing as well since you know, it's contagious."
With an annoyed look,
"Ask all those who were laughing to come here now!"

Scolding for the 5 of us began.
Blahblah.
Then Yapwen burst out laughing.
So she yelled damnit loud.
Then Suganya kinda tripped over the edge of the 'stage' at the Theatrette.
Upon seeing that, we all laughed again causing her to burst into flames yet again.
Then she asked many questions & I was the only one who kept answering.
So she said:"Bhavina! I don't want to hear anymore from you! Let the rest answer!"
That was damnit dumb cause like when no ones replies, she scolds but when we do reply, she scolds AGAIN.

She involved Mr Lau.
With Mr Lau around, the atmosphere was damnit tense.
There was silence amongst us all for a good 2 minutes.
Then Yapwen put her head down and began laughing, causing her hair to sorta 'vibrate'.
Goddd, that was chao hilarious lah.
As a punishment, we have to do a presentation on Chapters 1-13 for TKM.
It's due tomorrow and it's 3/5 done, I guess.

Anyway, my group and I were discussing Politics during English today :D
Funny shit.
During Physics, Mr Wong's demonstration was damnit funny lah (:
I realised, I've been laughing more than usual these past few days.
The stress is probably getting to my head, finally.
& I use Laughing Therapy to de-stress.
It helps unless of course, it gets you into trouble with uhmm teachers.

Shittahhhhhh, exams are next week.
I'm screwed as usual.
Promised myself that I'll be serious and study hard this time around.
& the promise is no where near to being fulfilled :/

There's Chem Class at 4 tomorrow.
Skipping Mt Class on Saturday for Physics Class from 9-12+
I bet I failed Mt lah.
I stoned during half the paper last Saturday.
The markers probably laughed so hard while reading my incomprehensible & rubbishy compo and letter.
They surely had a tough time trying to award me any marks cause I myself couldn't understand half my compo & letter.
Hard luck that I'll pass.

I don't get why I have a Livejournal account when it's not even being used.
In fact, I have 3 Lj accounts since I can't decide on a proper Lj address.
I'll probably switch to Lj after exams since Blogger's started to piss me off so bad.
Cause this is the second time I'm blogging within an hour cause my first post wouldn't upload and all the contents eventually got deleted.
Screwed-up blogger :/

107 hours later & yet, no reply .
& for the first time in my life, I'm not in the mood for songs .

I'm overwhelmed with so many emotions right now.
And it sucks.

Today during Pc, I sat beside Suganya since Narelle & Jolyn were at RVPS for some CMC crap.
I was so highhhh during Pc to the extent that I just kept bursting into laughter every few seconds.
& I kept talking gibberish.
I doubt Suganya understood a word I was speaking.
Some words that I spoke even sounded alien to me.
Hahhaha.
I've got no clue as to what came over me during Pc.
I actually pity Suganya for having to go through the torture I put her through during Pc.
Hahahha.

After school, had lunch with Suganya.
Thereafter, was English.
It was held in the comp lab.
English was damn slack-ish and dull.

School's turning me into an android.
Honestly.
I feel dead in school.
It's a cycle: I go into most classes and just stone.
Except for Maths & Lit.
& I frankly still can't accept the fact that I spent 10 hours in total on Miscellaneous Exercise 4.
That's like 5/12 of a day.
Or the number of hours I sleep for on Saturday nights.
However, I doubt I'll spend lesser time on Miscellaneous Exercise 3.

Okay, I'm out.

You're back to haunt me,
But it shouldn't be this way,
Cause I promised myself, never again.
A promise, that I'm failing to sustain.

/edit
I just started on Miscellaneous 3 and I've got no clue as to how to do it.
I rather do Misc 4 again rather than do Misc 3 which actually looks easy-peasy.
AND I'm getting sick of blogger.
Might switch to livejournal soon.
Perhaps Friday?

This is my hw for the weekend :
Physics= 5 pages from the 10-year series, 3 Pages of Physics Wb, Physics Ws, few questions from Physics Tb & filing for Physics.
Chem= A few pages of Chem Wb & filing.
A.Maths= 9 questions & filing.
E.Maths= Filing
Lit = 3 SEQ questions.
SS = 2 Mindmaps, explanation & Journal.
CME = two projects.
History = Filing

AND everything's due on Monday.
Freaking Monday.

Oh I forgot about Mt.
2 Units consisting of 2 compre, 2 vocab sections, 2 same meaning sections, 2 translation sections, 2 proverbs section, 2 cloze passage, 2 re-arranging sentences, 2 blahblah, 2 blahblah, and 2 compos.
PLUS 3 other compos from looooooong ago that I haven't completed.
I should have just continued taking Malay instead of Punjabi.
Seriously.

This is gonna be such a great weekend. Not.
& to add to it, I'm aching everywhere.
My shoulders, neck, back, butt, legs, stomach.
I can't even laugh without squirming.
And my dark eye circles are so bad to the extent that it makes me look like i was boxed in the eye.

The pain inside is speaking to her.

; Everybody's changing.

I'm quite satisfied with results.
I should be, considering how little I studied.
Now I'm determined to study hard for the next exams cause I know I can get at least 4 A's if I study thrice more than I normally do which is still considerably little.

School's been okay.
It's been filled with so much drama, tension & apprehension.
Rumours spread like wildfire in Stc man.
& every lesson is replaced by gossip and bitching.
I sometimes feel like we're filming Mean Girls.

& this is definitely the year of making & breaking up. [ i mean it in the friends way luh ]

It's been only 3 months but school's been an ordeal.
I wonder what other 'surprises' 2007 has in store for us.

And these three months have been one helluva rollercoaster ride.

Binge-eating, I've been.
Caused by stress?

This is for you: It's breaking my heart to watch you run around, cause I know that you're living a lie.

Return to your old self.
Not for us, but for yourself.
But only if you genuinely want to.
Although I know you do.

And I shall end here.

I'm back from Efl :D
Woohooooooo!!

Seeing my family was divine.

First and second day of camp was okay.
It got sucky after that.
Blacked out several times while putting the raft together.
I fell down numerous times while trekking hence bruising my legs excessively :/
Not like my legs weren't scarred enough previously.
Night walk was like so un-scary luh.
Our candle light went out quite fast and I was like YAY!
Afterall night walk is supposed to equate to darkness.
Sleeping in the cave = forty winks, backaches, perspiration, snoring from suganya(HAHA), and getting a fever in the morning.
I was exempted of all activites for the fourth day due to fever and dizziness.
I missed abseiling and caving cause of that which I guess was meant to be the fun-nest activities for the entire camp.
& Mrs Leong asked me to drink 2 litres of water within 3 hours to rid my fever.
I drank like a litre in an hour(almost resulting in puking) and was left with no choice but to pee 3 times in that same hour.
Basically I made 3 rounds to the filthy squatting!! toilet in an hour.
So much for wanting to control my bladder till we reached the dorm.
The 2am train ride was coolios.
The toilets were not.

Godd, I'm so glad to be back home.
When I had lunch, I was savouring every single bite of my scrumptious home-cooked meal.
(mutton briyani!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Even the water tasted like heaven.
No more chlorine-flavoured water, toilet-smelling water & mosquito-infested water !

Showering, Music, Television & Internet is heavenly.
The bed was so comfy.
Goodbye backaches.
Helloooooo deserving sleep.

I would like to thank everyone who was so concerned about me when I was ill.
It meant so much to me that you'll cared and kept asking me if I was feeling better.
I was damnit touched okay!
It really shows that you'll are great, caring friends :D
THANKS! [:

3D is sexaye. We look like whoo. Y
3D is macho. We look like whoo. Y
3D is super cool. We look like whoo. Y
Hoogashaka, Hoogashaka 3d 3d whoo! Y


1 week holidays :D

Ca1 might be over.
But it's just another 5 weeks till Sa1.
But then again, that's next week's problem when term 2 starts.
3 more school terms to survive till Nov-Dec hols.

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me

Valentines was on Wednesday :D
Best school day of this year so far.
Thanks to Maur, Gail, Jolene, Geetha, Divya, Narelle, Liuqing, Suganya, Melissa, Hsueh Ni, Yixin, Evania and the rest for the Valentines stuff (:
Oh, and thanks to those who gave me a bday present too (:

Today was CNY celebrations.
It was okay lah.
After school, I was quite happy at first then something totally ruined my mood.
Went Tiong with Vaish, Huimin, Patricia and Mika.
Had lunch at Kopitiam then took neos.
Left at 4.30

I'm so happy that there's no Mt school tmr :DDDD

I turned fifteen ytd.
Celebrated my birthday with Hsueh Ni, Vaish, Pat, Vino, Yixin, Maur.
Farah, Angeline, Bernice, Evania and Huimin couldn't make it :/
Had lunch at Village in Heeren with them.
After lunch, Yixin & Maur left.
Vino left shortly after as she was feeling sick.
Went to HMV with the remaining three.
Hsueh Ni and Pat left after taking neos.
Walked to Cine with Vaish to get a drink.
Looked around the Lime Flea Market.
Walked Vaish to Mrt station and then took shuttle bus to GreatWorld.
Came home, rested for 30mins then went for dinner with my family.

Overall, it was a fun birthday.

Btw, I got a new hp on the 9th that I'm in love with although I miss my old phone.
Heh.

; No i'm not okay.

Okay school is getting slightly better cause ______________ :D
Hahhaha okay forget it.
A.Maths test ytd was easy peasy.
Hopefully marks won't get deducted for my presentation though.
I wonder who's in my PBL group :/
I'm damned cause there's 10 days left to the deadline for Lit!
Ytd after school went to have Ben & Jerry's in Great World (:
Satisfied my craving finally.
HAHAHAHAH.

Okay, that's about it.
There's nothing much to blog about anymore.
And I know my post seems outta place, very randomish but screw it.

; haven't been in a while now.

; And I guess this is just how it'll be.

I do not look forward to school any longer.
School's a nightmare.
Dreadful.
Boring.
Sucky to the core.
The only lessons I can enjoy is Lit, Maths & MT a.k.a free period for me!
History too cause I can stone in an air-con room.
I walk out of Physics & Chem lesson each time with the same amount of knowledge that I had previously.
Nothing goes into my brain.
Gossiping, joking, stoning and doing other hw have replaced Science lessons.
Thank god for something called Having A Fantastic Tuition Teacher if not I'll be seeing red for Science everytime I stare into my report book.

There's Physics test tmr.
I hope I won't be staring dumbly at the paper tmr.
Hopefully my trifling brain still remembers whatever Physics stuff I learnt during tuition.
Thank god that I'm at least prepared for Chem test on Wednesday & A.Maths test next Monday.

And I've got 17 days left exactly to read the whole of To Kill A Mockingbird and complete the assignments.

It ain't no surprise why a whole truckload of Sec 3's just loathe being in Sec 3, now is it?

Last day of 2006 :/
It's been like the best year of my life so far man.
Best in like every aspect except for health wise since I fell ill every month and most recently, DENGUE which got me hospitalised.
I got rid of bad influences in my life, gained more closer friends, had loads of fun just chilling with my friends, school rocked, blahblah.

I have so many great memories from 2006 man.
-27th Jan.
-10th Feb.
-11th Feb.
-29th Aug.
-24th May.
-8th Aug.
-23rd July.
-21st May.
-17th Feb.
-8th June.
-Many Fridays.
-The times I went out with my loves and had a blast.
-there're loads more but i can't exactly rmb though.

I wonder how I'm gonna live without my loves next year especially Vaish :/
At least Vaish & I already planned to like go out next year a lot & stuff.

Godd, I'm gonna miss 2006 so bloody much!
I hope 2007 will be as great as 2006 has been.

I'm backkkkkkkkk :D
From the hospital that is.
Spent Christmas being hospitalised.
JOY!
Stupid dengue.
I AM SO GLAD TO BE BACK HOME (:
Mwahahahha.

Anyway, I think it's completing amusing that like all my relatives think I've become bones since being discharged from the hospital.
It's like I'm the same yet to them, I've shrunk drastically.
Godd, like seriously.
I look the same, weigh the same, feel the same.
It's probably my face that's just slightly smaller cause my eyes have shrunk in.
Seriously.

School's in a week.
:/:(: ?
I've got no idea whether to be happy or not.

; Drop a heart, break a name.

Last friday
Had CCA.
Went to New Horizon Centre in Toa Payoh to help the dementia patients.
After that, went to Changi GH to learn more about the Alzheimer's disease.
It was a Get Wet Day for me cause first, I splilt my coffee while at NHC twice on my uniform then at the hospital, I wet my WHOLE uniform both times when I played with the toilet swich thingy.

Yesterday
Went back to school to see which class I'll be in next year.
Well, I got the combi I wanted.
And I'm gonna be in 3D next year.
There's Gail, Jocelyn, Khoon Geok, Xindi, Maureen, Liuqing, Jolyn and Suganya in my class.
No more Vaish, Hsueh Ni, Evania, Mika, Farah, Bernice, Yixin, Patricia, Angeline, Vino & Grace :/
After school, lunched at TCC with Evania, Hsueh Ni & Bernice in Great World.
After that, took bus to Tiong with Evania to watch The Covenant.
Vaish met us in Tiong to watch the movie with us.
The Covenant rules <3>
Had the sundae pie thingy at Burger King then went home.

Today
Has been boring so far.
Trying not to think of 3d'07
Trying not to think that I won't be with my loves next year.
Trying not to think of how much I'm missing them already.
Trying not to think if school would be sucky next year without them.
Trying not to think of any of these things but so far I've not been successful :[
Seriously, I'm not looking forward to school next year.
I just hope 3d'07 will be a great class.


So, I guess this is it.
This is Goodbye.

Happy Birthday, EVANIA! :D
Happy Birthday, VINO! :D
Happy Birthday, SHERYL-ANN! :D

Saturday
Went to Vaish's house with Jolyn, HuiMin, Patricia and Hsueh Ni.
It was FUN, FUN, FUN!
After Jolyn left for her dental appointment,
we played hide and seek around her estate.
Goddd, it was so fun luhh!
Before Jolyn left, we were playing some cool board game.
After hide & seek, we watched Princess Hours or whatever it's called.
It's quite nice to watch.
We left her house at 6.30
Had dinner at Pizza Hut with Hsueh Ni and Pat.
The service was horrible okay!
They had a lack of menus, took forever to take our orders, and took 45mins before they served our food.
AND we were not the only ones who were complaining.
There was this lady who got so pissed off that she told off the waitress.
Oh wells.
Mrt-ed home.
Reached home at nearly 9.

Monday
Had to go to school to submit the class combi form.
I picked Combi 3 (physics&chem)
I looked through all of 2b's forms and like almost every form was COMBI 2!
Only 3 ppl put combi 3 including me.
Tsk.
As I was leaving school with Evania and the rest,
we bumped into Mrs Agatha Tan who PICKED Evania and I to go to Radin Mas for a while to help the Stc teachers there to give out brochures to parents of P6 kids :/
During the whole time we were there, I think only 1 or 2 parents came to the Stc booth!
Wth.
After that, Evania and I walked back to school's bus stop to wait for Vaish.
Took 65 and walked to Great World.
Met Vino, Suganya, Patricia, Huimin, Angeline (that's all I suppose) there to celebrate Vino's and Evania's birthday that falls today.
Hsueh Ni joined us later on after her dance practice.
We went to TCC for breakfast at 11 and I nicely went to eat around 3 packets of sugar and ate loads of ice. ( and guess what, I'm freaking sick now!)
After breakfast, we went to Barang Barang and slowly, one by one left.
First was Suganya and Angeline, followed by Vaish, Patricia, then Huimin.
I was left with Vino and Evania to stall them back for as long as possible while Suganya and Angeline bought the cake and the rest went to Jack's Place.
Went Jack's Place and the waitress carried the cake out.
Sang the birthday song for them then cut the cake.
The cake was bloody huge and was cut into 9 pieces for each one of us and Vaish gave me one of the biggest pieces okay!
I almost puked after eating the cake.
Everyone ordered lunch after eating cake except for me, Huimin and I think Angeline.
Vino ordered steak not knowing that it is beef so in the end she didnt exactly have lunch.
After Jack's Place, we played hide & seek.
Hahah, it was damn bloody fun.
Walked around, looked at Halloween stuff then went to Ben & Jerry's where we played Truth of Dare.
All the dares were like hilarious.
Went home at 5+

Tuesday
SICK,
SICK,
SICK.
:/
Went to the clinic and the doc said my tonsils are swollen, yet again.
It's like, what's up with my tonsils.
It swelled up just last month.
Bleahs.
I feel like removing my tonsils once and for all.
Hurr.
Supposed to go celebrate Halloween with the rest but in the end, we cancelled plans cause Hsueh Ni couldn't go last minute and I fell ill.
Tskkkkkkkk.

Anyway, I've completed watching the whole third season of One Tree Hill <3

We've split.
:/
School ended and teary eyes could be seen.
Watched Death Note with Vaish, Hsueh Ni, Hui Min and Evania.
Patricia had to go home so she didnt join us for the movie.
Death Note IS NOT scary but it's hilarious though.

Anyway the performances during school was quite nice.
Went up stage to collect Lit on Stage prize.
My legs were wobbly like jelly okay!
Tsk.
CATHERINE is the CHAMPION, FINALLY (:

Yixin's post is saddening :(

2 more days,
and 2 Saint Bernadette would be split up.
2 BLOODY DAYS :/
The year has gone by too quickly.
2b has too many memories,
both good and bad,
and I'll treasure that forever.
We might have been one of the most notorious classes in Secondary One and we're probably best known as the rebellious and playful class amongst the teachers but HEY, we're one hell of a united class and that's what counts most!
I'm gonna miss all most of you peeps :(





+ a few others .




Now to results.
It sucks.
I deserve it for not studying despite the constant poor results.
Well fine, I did study but it was not enough as usual.
Studying last minute ain't good, I know.
I just hope to get into Combi 2 or 3.
Preferrably Combi 2.
Will i get that combi?
Only time will tell.
For now, I just have to pray hard to get into Combi 2.


Anyway my plans for tmr is to go to Vivo with Angeline and Hsueh Ni if my relatives do not come over.
If they do, then I'll be gyming with my cuzzie sis and just chilling home the whole day though my preferred choice is VIVO, duuu-uuuuhhhhh.
I'm gonna do something productive during the holidays and I better keep to my word.
Joining courses, reading gazillion books, going out are amongst the many things to keep me busy during the hols.
I just finished the book "The Undomestic Goddess" by Sophie Kinsella and it's nice (:
I'm off to my next book, "The Marriage Marktet" by Nisha Minhas.
Anyway I found a whole bag of books down my block like 2 weeks ago and I took it lah of course.
The books I found inside were all good-conditioned and not laoya books okay!
There was a Harry Potter and Goblet of Fire book which I gave to Vaish, 5 Princess Diaries books by MEG CABOT!!!!!!!, 2005 Guinness World of Records book and a few others.
WOOHOO ;)

Alright-yyy,
I'm off!

; But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs of you.

Didn't go school today since it was Mt exam.
After school, met up with Hsueh Ni, Suganya and Angeline at Great World's MACS.
Saw Preena a gazillion times.
Then saw quite a number of STC girls.
Walked around, hung out, blahblah.
Then Hsueh Ni left followed by both Angeline and Suganya so I was left alone.
Went to Watsons and bought some stuff, then off to Coldstorage to buy snacks.
And MY OH MY GUESS WHO I BUMPED INTO OUTSIDE GREAT WORLD?!?!?
Mrs. Anne Kingsley!!
HAHA then we chatted for a while.
AND best part is my mum and dad were at the bus stop opposite Great World.
Imagine if they all bumped into Mrs Lee!!
Godddddd, hahaha wth.

Exams are like :/ duh
Nvm just a few more days and freedom.
I've got manymany plans for after-streaming (:
Next Thursday and Friday shall be fun :D

Byebye.

I decided to blog to kill time while waiting for my brother who was due home like an hour back.

Hopefully I don't screw up my English compo cos that's my only hope.

Anyway I've got a whole long list of things to do after streaming and among them is to go for Cookery courses and get a job with the rest (:

I'll probably go out this Halloween :D
Sounds like fun!

My eyes are killing me with their heavy lids so i better log off now.
Ciao.

; Cause I don't know when things'll work out just fine

I wasted my 1 week hols doing crap.
The only good thing I did was gym 3 times.
Shoot me man.
I've gotta study like 25+ chaps for Geog cos there's a test on Monday then I've got tons of hol hw.
This sucks big time.

:/

Screw it.
I miss those times.

Today I went to the gym finally after like 3months of saying I'll go :D
Went with my brother for 2 hours.
Did cycling, threadmill, cross-whatever, and many other stuff.
While in the gym watching the tv, I learnt that Steve Irwin a.k.a Crocodile Hunter passed away :/
So sad luuuuh.
Tsk!
After lunch watched the movie PRIME! (:
Since then been using comp.

Tmr is orals.
Damnitttt.
Orals suck and I totally hate them.
They're so eeyierrrr.
After orals I shall go out with Vaish and all then go back to school at 12.30 for Maths :D

Alrighty then.
I'm offf!

Today we got back our report books.
And Mrs Lee sent us a note and chocs.
I wonder when Mrs Lee will be back!
Tmr it's Teachers' Day but she won't be around :/
I heard Mr Francis and Ms Shevani are gonna be the teachers we celebrate with!!
Anyway everything went well till English?
But who cares about that anymore.

After school, went World Trade Centre for lunch with Jolyn, Hsueh Ni, Vaish, Suganya and Evania.
Took Mrt to Potong Pasir cause we had a Installation at St. Andrews.
When we reached there, was quite boring.
The prog was from 5-6.
After the thing ended, it was raining heavily and there was once when we all were blinded by a bloody bright light which turned out to be lightning!
The sound that followed got many people screaming!
It was hilarious lah.
Everytime we saw the light, Suganya and I will hide ourselves.
Left the school at 6.45+
Ran to the Mrt station in the heavy rain.
Reached home at 8.
Godd, I'm so tired :O

I've decided.
I'll go back Kellock tmr! :D

YO! :D

Friday - LIT ON STAGE :D
2B did well even though we didn't get the top two positions but we did get into finals so that's good!
I'm glad my responsibilities as a director is now over cause it honestly was driving me nuts.
2D's play was awesomeee lah :D
I had no doubt that 2D would win.
Anyways what 9666 commented on 2b got me quite pissed and Yixin and I were bitching bout 9666 after school for a while and after that I made sure it didnt dampen my mood any further and well i'm glad it didn't. Well I would say Friday was one of the happiest/best? day that I've had in a while (:
The carnival thingy was fun.
I was there for both recesses since I had free period during seniors recess.
After school was like (:
HAHAH some people would know why.
Anyway enough of Friday :)))))

Saturday - Didn't go for Mt school.
Had tuition in the afternoon.
After that was quite bleahs.

Sunday - Tuition at Starbucks.
Been a while since I've been there.
Had my fav drink after 2753596 years!
Java chip, my <3

Monday - Got back results for every sub.
Results are like so-so.
Dnt failed obviously.
Damnnn, I just had to start deproving in Maths and start improving in Science.
Can't I just like improve in both and not deprove in one and improve in the other :/
After school, ponned Oral Com cos I was tired.
At night was supposed to go to Great World with Angeline for supper but in the end didn't.

Today - It was okay.
Dnt was shittiedd as usual.
All the machines were spoilt today except for one.
Suganya and I are screwed cause we just started on the materials thing and we have 3 weeks left to hand it in so it looks like we won't be able to complete it.
After school was :D

Streaming's in 5weeks.
I'm dead :/

; i'm up so high that I can't see the ground below

Exams are finally over :D
Maths sucked and I guarantee that I'll fail and if I don't then I'll give 10bucks to someone cos it'd be a miracle.
D&t, couldn't be bothered to draw properly. Instead of drawing isometric for the bottle, I drew orthographic!
English and Lit were both okay.
Science was okay too.
MT was today. So-so lah.

Lit on stage, thankfully, has been postponed to Tuesday so I have more time to get people to do what they have to do and complete it by then.
Goddd, I'm screwed if I can't get the casts members to rmb their lines and stuff :/
Hopefully props will be ready by Monday and the rest I guess is okay.

I left Mt school today after exams, homed changed to school uni and off to school.
Left for Bedok with Angeline, Suganya, Hsueh Ni and Vaish.
Flag day was quite fun.
We didn't do it at the marketplace like we were told to cos it was swarmed with our classmates so I brought them to the library side which was slighly ulu.
Had lunch at Galilee with Hsueh Ni and the rest had at Burger King.
After lunch I decided to switch my place from library to NTUC which was just nearby and I'm glad I did so cos my tin from like almost empty became 3/4 full :D
Mine was the heaviest in my grp. heh!
Reached school at 5+
Homed with Angeline.

6weeks to streaming :/
I've gotta start preparing.
6weeks will come annoyingly quick and then I'll be shitting in my pants if I haven't studied.

Now I've got pics for art to research on so I shall go do that (:

; my thoughts belong in a book in a store,
where they're silently read, but spoken no more.

Watched the first episode of The Hills today.
It was alright, not exactly comparable to Laguna Beach.
LB was just too nice.
I hope The Hills will be nice too lah.

I'm currently listening to music.
Gonna start revising Science.
I don't even know what the heck will be tested for Dnt but who cares.
Bye world.

; there's gotta be more to life.

I'm so freaking pissed off right now that it'd be safer if everyone just stayed at least 3m away from me!!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to control my anger right now by listening to HAPPY songs and clenching my fists whenever I feel like banging something.
Yeah, that's how PISSED I am!

Tuition was bleahs cos I did curve graphs for a whooping 2 hours.
BORING and annoying.
Then teacher spent extra 15mins on Science.
When my teacher was leaving, my father had to ask my teacher to start coming on Sundays to teach me.
God, am i pissed off or what?
Sundays is my only free day to wake up late, complete all my school work and projects, watch some tv, and well yah.
He nicely had to go ruin it.
Screw it.
He definitely knows I'm angry with him cos I've ignored him since and whenever he asks me a question, I'll just nod or shake my head.
He even asked if I'm angry with him like yes i am, totally.
I feel so asdfghjkl now.
Actually I feel bad being angry with my dad although he's right bout me needing extra tuition cos streamings nearing and it's better for myself and blahblahblah but STILL!
If he lectures me one more time today about how I'll benefit from extra tuition, I think I'll just lose it.
Eventually I'll cool down and become my normal self and be alright with my dad.
I can't even rmb the last time he did sth to me and got me so pissed off except when _____________________________________.

ANYWAY Punjabi school was boring until after recess.
The guys started throwing erasers and us and it got quite hilarious.
After that we bullied Parveen and Teran said that Parveen's a maid from Batam and gave her a new name 'Wati' cos Parveen sweeped all the erasers from the floor.
HAHA.

Okay I cooled off within 5mins (:

Oh yah, I was supposed to go Tiong now with Hsueh Ni to get some stuff but Hsueh Ni's not allowed so we'll go on Monday (;

I'm screwed, you hear me?
Thanks to Lit on Stage.
One week left.
ONE WEEK.
God, am i screwed or what?
:/

I need music to calm me down now.

; time and time again, it's always the same.

All that I've been doing today is look through the lit script, email 3/4 of the class about their role in Lit on Stage and then smsed them to tell them to check their inbox.
After that I printed out pics for Art and now I'm beginning on Mt hw.
What a wonderful way to spend the holiday all stressed up!

Whoever who said that many people will break down this year due to stress and other stuff is so right.
I mean c'mon, exams are nearing and we've got tons of hw piling up and projects too.
I've got a lot of Dnt things to start on like re-do my prototype and draw the designs onto the materials.
Art I've to paste the pics, draw 10pics and do the mindmap.
PW is 1/5 completed.
AND then there's Lit on Stage but thank god it'll be over in 9 days but if we get through to the finals then it'll obviously not be over.

Exams are next week and I can tell that I'm gonna flunk many subs.
Geog = NUTS. I don't get a thing and it's boring shizz.
Science = There's so much to cram into my brain and I don't really understand Electricity, Colours and whatever the other topic was especially since I was absent from school quite a lot in between.
Maths = OKAY but graphs are annoying. Curve graphs are my enemy!
English = Expository writing. Crapppp at times.
Mt = Don't get me started.
Dnt - :((((((((((((((((((( sucky.

I'm losing interest in everything.
Applaud me, would you please?

Ohh screw it.
Besides I'm not the only one in this position.

Bye world,
I've gotta go and try to chill.

; happiness in every inch! (inside joke)

Today = NICE. thank god i didn't pon school.
The first 1h was boring cos of assembly?
Everything in hall was fun.
The tutu-train thingy, jumping to the songs, singing to the songs and the singing of National Anthem LOUDLY that occurs once a year!
Ohh i'm gonna miss 2b next year :/
AHH!

Anyway after school towned with Bernice, Hsueh Ni, Vaish and Suganya.
Went Cine and walked around for like 20mins then we went to Galilee there but they thought it was too ex so we headed down again.
Was outside Yoshinoya and saw Gail's gang.
Yoshinoya was packed so we went KFC and it was packed too.
That was annoying lah.
So we decided to eat at the new cafe/restaurant that was real near Yoshinoya.
We all ordered the students meal that came with Soup of Day, drink and garlic bread.
Vaish accidentally ate a mussel that was in the soup and it was horrid.
After that I examined my soup to make sure that I dont even any mussels and well I didn't see any.
When my soup was near to finishing, that was when I ate a stupid mussel!
It was hidden between the veg and all lah.
The taste was disgusting and I was on the verge of puking.
I had to swallow it down with loads of Coke.
HAHA.
The food was nice though (:
After that took Neos and stayed in Cine for like 1/2 hour.

Walked to Heeren after that.
Went to a gazillion shops.
Then when we exiting the toilet something funny happened and Vaish started chasing me and I ran into HMV.
When we were in HMV then it was bloody hilarious lah.
I picked up around 10 cds all of which were soundtracks but of course I didn't buy a single one of them.
BUT those soundtracks I want badly!!
Bernice left then.
Vaish, Suganya and Hsueh Ni had to drag me out of the shop lah!
HAHAH.
Walked, walked, walked till out feet ached like shit.
Saw Gail's gang again and again and again.
After walking around I brought them to the basement (i'm so glad I did!) to see the new restaurant Village.
OMG it was soooooo cool lah!
A ticket is given to everyone who enters so that when you make an order, they'll scan your orders into the ticket!
I had hazelnut ice cream, Vaish had tiramisu, Hsueh Ni had mint chocolate and Suganya had Swiss Chocolate.
All the flavours damn shiok (:
Oh then Suganya and I started laughing because of STH!
HAHAH!
Then vaish was dragging me away from the alcohol selection place and while dragging me behind she bumped into this white guy.
HAHA that was hilarious right Vaish?
When we left the shop we got a free ice cream from the restaurant and all four of us took a balloon each.

Walked to Wisma Atria so that Suganya and Vaish can see the aquarium.
At the Mrt station I was on the verge of tears cos I thought I lost my wallet.
I took every damn thing out of my bag but yet my wallet wasn't in there then finally i checked my pocket to realise it had been there all the while!
When going down the escalator I accidentally let go of my balloon so some JC( i think) girl took the balloon.

Oh god, today was fantastic!
I just realised that today I towned with friends after like months.
I won't be towning anytime soon either anyway.
I've got like so many plans for after streaming :D

Alright then,
bye (:

; leave me alone, get out of my face.

Today was alright.
Lots of laughter as a result of kick-a-poo (:
Lit missed over 30mins, didn't pay slight attention at all.
IT/PW was slack, as usual.
Had recess in audi!!!
I did sth damn hilarious and against sch rules, i guess.
Dance was OMG nice.
We learnt the CHACHA. hahah!
Double period of English then.
Debates was oh-so-interesting.
Yixin debated bloody well and she tried to keep finding fault in the proposition side.
HAHA.
Geog after that.
Boooooooo-ringggggg.

After school was Oral Com.
It was alright lah.
We're learning how to debate and stuff.
Should be fun I guess.
After Oral Com, Tiong-ed to have ice cream.
Reached home at 5+

I just printed out like 12 pages of Lit notes.
Walao bloody long lah.
I'm not even close to reading the entire book.
I'm only at like the 40th page or sth :/

Screw it, exams are next week.
Time flies by so quickly. !#&@
BHAVINA YOU GOTTA BUCK UP AND START STUDYING!rightttt i can go on telling myself that like what i do all the freaking time but it never works.
i just sit on my ass the whole day basically doing nth.
well actually either day-dreaming, listening to music, using comp surfing the same webs over and over, watch tv (OTH!!!), or take out my hw/assessment books and stare at it for hours.

Grrr, next friday is Lit on stage and script is like JUST done.
SCREWED SCREWED SCREWED we are!
I hope the casts can rmb their lines quickly and tht the props can be done on time. *fingers crossed*

I better get going now.

; and we're finally back to normal (:

I'm finally blogging after a gazillion years and since my last post, MANY things have happened.

Went school last Tuesday although I had MC. Big mistake. I fell more ill and doc gave me MC for whole week (: Saturday went for MT school after ponning for like 2weeks.

Monday went school. Had dance test. I got an A surprisingly. 2 periods of IT/PW was slackkkk as usual.

Tuesday had D&t. Mrs Ho approved of our prototype, thank god. Quite slack too.

Wednesday for PE did stupid 5stations for NAFA and I've had muscle aches since THEN. I can barely sit or stand or LAUGH! Double science was funny. Throwing erasers at each other and stuff.

Thursday for Art slack larh. Rest of the day also quite slack. CME was damn hilarious. We didn't know where our class was to be so 3/4 of 2b gathered outside theatrette and sat down behind the pillar to hide from Mrs Chu. We are so bloody united. HAHAH. Mrs Chu finally spotted us from the fourth floor so we had to make our way up. That incident just further proved the unity of 2b. After school stayed back for CCA. It was alright la.

Today PE damn freaky. Ms Quek was in a terrible mood. During recess Vaish waited for her dad to fetch her as she was unwell so I waited with her. Had my recess during the seniors' recess which was during my free period. English was okay and assembly was just boring.

Okay some stuff just happened in the last 2hours but it's all settled and good now. We're all finally back to normal. I really missed those times when we were really happy and together as a group and now it's gonna be back to that, at last (: I love you guys loads! <3

Anyway I'm gonna miss 2b a lot alright! We only have THREE more months together and the time will zoom by so quickly! I can't imagine living without 2b! :( We've all gone through so much together and the memories we share with each other is unforgettable. I LOVE TWO BEE! <3

bye world,
i've gotta go do my idiotic mt hw,

; and i won't say a thing.

Ytd was the musical (:
Met Vaish at Toa Payoh at around 12.30
Went there with my mum and shopped a little.
Had lunch at LJS with Vaish.
OMG lunch was hilarious!
Firstly, Vaish and I couldn't understand what the counter lady was saying.
Secondly when Vaish picked her drink up, the coke spilt cos there the cup was torn and so the whole tray was full of coke!!
After that went to the auditorium.
The place inside the hub is nice man.
We reached the audi at 2 and there were very few ppl at first and after sometime there were more people.
Pearl approached us to buy the booklet so Vaish bought it and Pearl was like " Oh the school will love you so much ! "
After 5mins I approached Pearl to buy a booklet for myself and she went "MUACKS MUACKS".
Haha it was hilarious man.
While Vaish and I were flipping through the booklet Pearl came to us and was like "which guy you'll admiring eh?"
HAHHA!
Divya approached us too and we chatted with her for a while.
After that Jocelyn and Jolyn came out of the audi from backstage to see us so we sneaked in to get backstage to see Hsueh Ni and Bernice.
After that we had to go back to the outside of Audi cos it was nearing 2.30
We saw Ms Emily Koh in a cheongsam larh! HAHA jolyn was so happy!
The dances in the beginning was nice and so was the musical though it got a little draggy.
After musical, walked around with Hsueh Ni and Vaish and after that we walked Hsueh Ni back to the auditorium and Vaish and I walked towards the Mrt station.
I took the Mrt while Vaish walked to her cousins house with her cousin.
I got down at Cityhall and cabbed home cos I'm dumb and didn't know which Mrt to change to!
Reached home, rested for like 10mins and then went out for dinner at Pasir Panjang.
At night smsed Suganya till 11+.

Sunday- SICK. Watched first episode of Season two of OTH on starworld.
Read mags.
Used comp.
Listened to music.
Chatted on the phone.
Smsed.
At night I watched 2nd and 3rd episode of OTH on dvd.

Today- Went clinic.
I took MC for tmr but I guess I'll still go to school.
I don't feel like missing school and I think there's Geog test tmr.
DAMN I just rmbed I still have d&t prototype to do and maths and science hw.
Maths I can't do cos I didn't bring my tb home with me and for science, well my wb hasn't been returned to me yet cos Mrs Lee can't find it so I gotta get a new one.
I better get started on my prototype.

; and i'm better off without you

2.4 is over, finally (:
I'm happy with my timing considering that I didn't train for 2.4 and that I lack staminaaa.
Well I think school today was quite a waste of time since the only lesson when we were given work to do was Maths and we only had Maths for 20mins since Ms Sim was late.
Geog was after that and it was slack cos we got back our test paper.
PE after that.
After PE was like free periods for me cos it was recess then double Mt periods.
I went for the seniors recess for a while to buy some snacks.
Y'know having Mt lesson in the library can be such a nightmare sometimes especially when she's there.
It's like no freedom.
We've gotta ask her permisson to go out especially when she's in a horrible mood.
Of course I can't be bothered and I'll just stroll out of the library like today with the rest and well she told Vaish to ask us to go back inside and ask her for permission and only Suganya went back in.
I just took off.
Next Mt lesson, she's gonna give me a lecture I'm sure.
When bell rang at 12.30 and after prayers, Vaish and I quickly made our way to the bus stop and it was empty.
Within 5mins the whole bus stop was crowded so we decided to cab instead.
Dropped her at Tiong and went home.
Reached home around 12.40 and showered.
I didn't have the appetite to eat so I didn't eat till 2.30+
Slept at 3.30 till around 4.30 but got off bed at 5.30
I've been on the comp since.
Relatives should be coming over soon for dinner and all.

I'm out.

Today:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH!!!
I'm using the computer when I'm supposed to be doing Art and D&T and and and I think Maths as well.
Today was supposed to be 2.4 but I decided not to do it.
Recess with Bernice, Hsueh Ni, Suganya and Vaishnavi.
Same place again (:
Recess was FUNNY larh.
Very funny indeed. HAHA.
Science was hilarious shit.
After school I was with Suganya and we were chatting bout stuff.
Bus-ed home.
Showered and lunched and ever since been on comp.
I've been chatting with Suganya for like an hour now and our conversation is getting interesting. haha.

Ytd:
Recess was N-I-C-E :D
Was with Suganya and Vaish during Recess and well, we chatted bout many many things.
D&T was slack and interesting.Adeline was so bored to the extent that she had to start decorating my plastic of whatever-its-called paper with lyrics.
The deco turned out to be like WOW (:
Some songs are stuck in my head thanks to Adeline lah.
Sing, Sing, Sing, then write the lyrics of NICE NICE songs on my plastic.
AHH i'm gonna go listen to that Drowning song now (:
I've gotta re-do my prototype.
It looks shittified currently.
After school Tiong-ed with Vaish, Hui Min, Mika and Yixin.
Lunched with everyone except Vaish at Grillers.
After lunch went to watch Pirates with Mika and Yixin.
Shiok SHIOK SHIOKKKKK!
It was damn hilarious in the beginning.
Yixin ah, laugh laugh laugh so much even when it wasn't hilarious and then the theatre's like quiet and suddenly you hear laughter coming from beside me.
Tsk but it was funny watching Yixin LAUGH AND LAUGH for no reason.
Movie ended at 6.10
Went Popular, bought stuff.
Reached home at 6.30+

i'm addicted to like 14874355364 songs currently and counting.

my heads gonna explode soon cos its getting overloaded with too many things and blogger is annoying me, AGAIN!

i've had to copy and paste this whole post for at least ten times now cos everytime i publish it, bits of it get deleted! :/

Alright so I haven't been blogging constantly as expected.

Monday- Assembly in audi. ___ was annoying me with her crap. After school was Maths remedial and then there was Inter-class competition. Thank god I forgot my steps and did crap on the stage cos if I did been selected, I'd have been doomed. Angeline and I were like so happy that we weren't chosen (: Anyway all the classes did really well and 2d's was really cute!

Tuesday- D&T :/ Suganya and I have yet to do tht prototype and we've got like 3 days left !?!

Wednesday- Had PE. Took Height and Weight. I've not grown a cm taller for the whole of this year. Thank god that I lost 2kgs (:

Thursday- After school, stayed back for cca. Went Childcare Centre and played with the kids. They're so cuteeeee (: Well most of them anyway. When Hi 5 came on tv, they all jumped up and starting dancing. They looked soo adorable man.

Friday- Went home right after school. Had shower and lunch. Wore my jeans and then took out all my polo tees and was deciding on which one to wear. I was like "should i choose the moss green one, or the purple, orange, or black, or hotpink?" Went with the purple. Went Great World after that and bought a necklace that's magnetic (nice to play with, heh) and then waited for Angeline and Jocelyn.

Met Hsueh Ni and rest at Funan Centre and dinner-ed at Swensens. My chicken baked rice was the last to come and it tasted quite horrid alright! The rice was uncooked and so was the chicken. Yixin and Huimin both ordered Sourdough 49ers Chicken and it was gross too. Yixin felt like puking. There were bones in the chicken alright and it's supposed to be boneless? After that we were all rushing to the taxi stand and instead of walking to the Esplanade which was only a 10min walk, we cabbed there instead. While waiting for the cab and in the cab, it was hilarious.

Reached Esplanade and everyone looked stunning man. So many people looked just so gorgeous. Yixin, my gang and I wanted to take LOADS of pics but we had no time as the queue had already started :/ In the end I only managed to take two pathetic pics man. Damnnn. Anyway the Opera was fun. I wasn't even concentrating on the Opera but was concentrating on some other people in front of me. HAHAH only my gang and a few others like Vanessa and Gail would know what I'm talking about.

During intermission Gail's gang left and went for Baybeats. After the intermission I was so sleepy that I kept drifting off and at last left at 11.25 with Angeline and Jocelyn and I think the opera ended at 11.40. Angeline's parents dropped me home (: When I reached home, I changed and had some snacks and went to bed.

Today- Supposed to go for Interact Club's Flag day but I was feeling sick so didn't go. I skipped Mt school too. HOORAY (: Spent my time watching some tv shows, reading mags, and then watching like 5episodes of OC. Now i've got the last three episodes to watch and I'll watch it after this incredibly long and boring post :D

I'm off,
bye (:

Ytd had Mt school.
I left during recess so that I could go to Hsueh Ni's house to practice dance.
Reached her house at around 1.
Practiced till 5.
Went to This Fashion with Pat, Hsueh Ni, Jocelyn, Angeline and Jolyn.
Hsueh Ni was in the changing room almost throughout and max is three pieces of clothing in one cubicle and when i saw Hsueh Ni's cubicle, there were at least twenty pieces so I cleared them after she tried them all out.
I think all in all she tried on at least 35 clothing la.
She found a dress to wear to Marriage of Figaro after 1.5 h of searching for the perfect clothes and the thing is, she didnt buy the dress from This Fashion.
She went to the shop near This Fashion and immediately she laid her eyes on one of the dressed there and bought it without trying.
After that I went back to her home and collected my stuff and cabbed home.

Today- watched around 3episodes from OC season 3.
Season 3 is boringgggg :/
Just completed Maths Substitution ws.
I've got English hw left to complete but the thing is, I don't get any of this expository crap.
I've got to pass up Lit project tmr (and my group hasn't even done it yet. applaud us ) and Maths Statistics thing this week as well. DnT prototype by next week.
Gawdd, this year is gonna suck.
it's already sucking prettyyy bad i shall say.
Anyway I'm off to watch Pirates of the Caribbean (:
and i wish you'd stop being so selfish for once.

I'm sleepyyy.
Today was a baddd day :/
Last three periods was D&T.
I'm partnering Suganya for the Board Game project.
I've got a gazillion ideas in mind and I would not be surprised if my brain was to burst open.

After sch went Great World and since Jocelyn and Angeline were going there too, we took the bus together.
Met my mum at Coldstorage, had lunch, bought some stuff, went home.

All that I've been listening to these past few days is Backstreet Boys and The Veronicas. I <3
I'm hooked to their songs.
AHH nice nice (:

Gawdddd, I'm supposed to be studying for Science right now but I'm just too sleepy.

Get a life, seriously.

Ytd was Syf.
It was alright.
Seemed like any other rehearsal we had.

Watched England and Portugal match last night till half time.
Slept at around 1.
Got off bed at 12 today cos I was too lazy to get up at 9 so I lay on my bed for three hours and I guess I slept for like half an hour in btw.
you two-faced bitch.
I'm not going Sentosa tmr for CCA outing.
I wanna stay at home.
i just think bout things too much.
I think that I'm really going crazy.
I've got too much going on in my head.

I'm BOREDDDDDDDDD.
Tmr's SYF.
I'm annoyed tht we have to report to school at 11 but the SYF thing starts only at 5 i THINK.
It's like wth, wait so long larh!

Today left school earlier than others.
Left at 1.45 together with Steph and Suganya and went Tiong, bought food from KFC then took MRT to Eunos.
Having Steph and Suganya around=FUN! It's like damn hilarious and mad.
Watching Steph laughing non-stop is contagious man.
It spread to me then to Suganya but after Suganya stopped, Steph and I were still laughin and the expression on Suganya's face was way too hilarious.
i'm feeling :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/
We reached Eunos and we got lost! HAHAH
We decided to cab to Telok Kurau Sec for our Interact Club talk/whatever since we didnt know where it was and the bloody driver didn't know the way there and shouted at us and said sth about not taking cabs next time if we don't know where exactly we want to go to and that we're wasting his time and asked us to get out of his cab and take another cab.
I seriously felt like kickin' his ass at that moment.
I mean c'mon man.
Cab drivers are the ones who should know locations of places better than the passenger and if the drvier doesn't know, he has no right to lecture the passenger.
Tsk.

The talk at Telok Kurau and performance and everything was very fun and nice (NOT! was boring like shit. and i was perspiring like crap)
After the talk, we went home.

:(

Uhh today was alright.
D&T wasn't that bad.
Eh wait actually it was. HAHA.
But could tahan larh. Thank god.
Adeline kept singing and singing larh.
BUT THAT'S A GOOD THING cos i needed music to keep me alive and she has a good voice (:
CME was funny shit.
Didn't pay attention during Geog. no surprise there.
IT/PW for two periods.
Umm it was okay larh.
Not as bad as i thought it did be.
After school, Tiong-ed with Suganya, Hsueh Ni and Bernice.
Went to KFC for lunch.
In KFC, we saw Grace, Patricia, Gail, Vanessa, KG and Adeline and some other ppl. oh god i just realised tht i forgot to tell ____ that i saw ____. it didnt strike me. AH SORRY :/
After that went Sports Link and HSUEH NI MANAGED TO CHEER ME (: hahah thanks Hsueh Ni :D
Went Pasar Malam and bought two Ramly Burgers and then bus-ed home.

My mum and dad said the ramly burgers aint good and that Malaysia's one is better. Ah well.

I just don't know anymore.

Saturday- Went out with Kailyn, Cheryl, Sheryl, Geetha, Jessica, Meera, Lynn, Shi Xuan, Vanessa, Yap Wen, Crystal, Yun Hua for Primary Six class reunion. I rushed back home from Mt school so that I could catch the movie with the rest at 1.30 and you know what? The movie was actually supposed to be at 1 not 1.30 like Cheryl had told me. She had checked the wrong timing larh. I went for the movie, Just My Luck, 40mins late :/ After that we lunch-ed at Galilee. Walked around. Went Heeren and took neos twice. Quite squashed in the neos booth cos there were 12 people who took neos? Neos turned out really small but it was alright. After that people started leaving and Sheryl, Lynn, Shi Xuan, Yap Wen, Kailyn and I were left and we went to Taka's Yoshi. Sat down and chatted/gossiped bout school stuff (: hahha. Left at around 7.

Sunday- I can't rmb much.

Monday- First day of school (:
First three periods - nice
After that, S-U-C-K-E-D big time.
Screw SYF.
I look like a roasted chicken now cos I'm so sunburnt and my nose is so red I could pass of as a clown easily..
Reached home from SYF at 8+ !!!

Today- Was alright.
Tiring but okay.
Legs were aching though from SYF.
After school was Interact meeting.
Quite crappy. i wish you would say more.
Uhh some things happened but I obviously will not say what..
Reached home at 5.30

Alright I know this is my third post within half an hour but who cares.
I've got to do this stupid tag thingy cos Eunice tagged me :/

Rules:#1.
Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
#2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Your Favorites...
Favorite Color: lime green, purple, hot pink, black and orange.
Favorite Food: umm i don't really have a fav.
Favorite Song: way too many to list.
Favorite Movie: way too many as well but one of my top-favs is A Walk To Remember.
Favorite Sport: Umm netball i guess.
Favorite Season: i don't have one.
Favorite Day Of the Week: FRIDAY!
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: rocky road. phish food and a few others.

Currents...
Current Mood: HAPPY :D
Current clothes: jeans and a basic tee.
Current Toenail Color: i didn't paint my toenails..
Current Time: 4.18pm
Current Annoyance(s): my slight headache. apart from that, there aren't any annoyances now.
Current Thought: read my mind if you really wanna know :D

Firsts...
First Best Friend: uhh i can't rmb. HAHA. but one of my first besties was julia.
First Crush: ummmmmm
First Movie: how am i to rmb man?
First Piercing: when i was in nursery/kindergarden. i cried non-stop for an hour+ heh.
First Lie: HAHA i don't know. but i do rmb lying to my parents when i was in nursery and walked home by myself as sch ended earlier than usual and my mom wasn't there yet. i crossed the roads by myself and when i reached home my parents were so shocked but i told them my teacher brought me home. later on when i told them the truth, they looked like they were about to faint. HAHAH that was funny. okay that was long :D
First Car: i don't have one yet.

Lasts...
Last Cigarette: haven't tried.
Last Drink: i think it was coke, water and f&n grape while in Swensens.
Last Car Ride: can't rmb.
Last Crush: uhhhh.
Last Movie Seen: The Omen i think. It wasn't freaky at all. waste of money.
Last Phone Call: from someone else it would be my dad. but if it was from me then it was to Bernice.
Last CD Played: I haven't played a cd in a while. I usually listen to songs on the comp or mp3.

Have You Evers...
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: all my besties have been girls. hello?!?
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yeah definitely.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope but i've seen someone get arrested before.
Have You Ever Been on TV: yup in primary two.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope.

5 Things you're wearing...
1. basic tee.
2. jeans
3. specs
4. earrings
5. hairband

4 Things You've Done Today...
1. blog
2. listen to music
3. go out
4. sms

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now...
1. music on the comp
2. typing on the keyboard
3. fan

1 Thing You Do When You're Bored...
1. use comp.

I ain't gonna tag anyone (:

i just realised that i've been blogging daily since june 14.
HAHAH!
but that's gonna end soon since sch's starting.
i'll go back to my old blogging habit which was like blogging once every 2weeks?
ahhh i'm bored.
i've still got 2 comprehensions and 2 compos/letters to complete for mt!
@#%*!
alright i shall not make mt sch spoil my mood.
i wanna remain happy for the rest of today and for as long as possible and it's POSSIBLE!
besides it's like i'm only gonna go for mt sch tmr then next week i ain't gonna go cos of syf (:
that's the one time i'll be thankful to syf for saving me from mt sch.
i'm still happy and will remain happy (:

Today I didn't go for syf cos I was feeling kinda sick.(yeah right..)
Had to go some place for something.
Lunch-ed at Swensens in Funan Centre with my mum.
The food wasn't that good today.
After lunch went to Great World to buy groceries and some snacks.
While on my way down the escalator to Cold Storage, I saw Preena.
After buying groceries, went home.
Now I've gotta rush through my Mt hw.
Screw Mt sch tmr man.
After Mt sch most probably I'll be going to Town for P6 Class reunion with Kailyn, Cheryl, Geetha, and the rest (:
i'm a happy girl today (:
I'm out :D

Today went to Escape with Suganya, Evania and Hsueh Ni (: (my first time there. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT like suganya did )
Reached there at 10 and that was when they opened the place.
Uhh went on the Revolver for four times.
It's damn shiok man.
And so is Wet n Wild.
And a lot of other rides.
Haunted house= not scary at all larh. I didn't even scream once.
Had lunch at Orange Julius.
Evania and Suganya left at like 4.30 and Hsueh Ni and I stayed back and went on the Revolver and Flipper.
/edit/ i go-karted too (: i was so afraid at first cos my first time go-karting which was in Malaysia when i was in P4, i met in an accident and flew out of the thing and injured my leg. but this time round, it was FUN (: kinda funny too since i was going damn slow and kept braking so i completed the rounds the second last HAHA /edit/
Went Mrt station at 6.
Hsueh Ni fell asleep in the mrt.
Reached Tiong at 6.50
Took bus home and reached at around 7.
I'm freaking tired now larh.
It was a fun day though (:

Stupid syf tmr.
I don't wanna go for it. duh.
There're no words to describe how horrendous the costumes are.
Tsk.

I've gotta go and catch Lost now (:

Syf today was sucky as usual.
It was tiring, boring and .....?
After Syf we had to go back to school to collect our costumes and so we were in the hall from around 12.30-1+ ?
I helped the Syf leaders (jolyn, hsueh ni and bernice) to clear the place and collect the things for our class.
After that Tiong-ed with Hsueh Ni and Pat.
Lunch-ed in Kfc.
After having lunch, I went home which was at 4.
Now I'm blogging.
Damn I'm sleep-deprived all thanks to Syf :/
Grrr.

Most probably I'll be going to Escape tmr with the half? of the recess gang.

Oh, and thank you so much to Maureen <3 dear for getting me the dvds (: THANKS!!

I'm out,
bye (:

I'm boredddd.
I've got no idea how to do MT hw.
Tmr's stupid syf.
Boringggggg.

Oh yah ytd while Hsueh Ni and I were in KFC and 'Photograph' came on the radio, we were talking about it and how much we love the song.
Both of us think that song brings back a lot of memories.
Hahah.

Hsueh Ni and I are alike in more ways than we think we are.
Now how cool is that?
Heh.

The latest song by Nickelback 'Savin' Me' is darn nice (:
I'm listening to it now.
Rockin' hot.

SYF was sucky shit.
Screw it man.
I wouldn't have gone if I knew it was gonna be so shittified.
We had to reach school at 7 and by the time we had started dancing it was lilke 10.30
Like wth?

After SYF cabbed to Tiong with Hsueh Ni, Bernice and Vaish.
Went to watch The Omen with Hsueh Ni and Bernice.
The Omen is shittified as well.
I wasted my free ticket on it -.-
It wasn't scary.
I actually laughed a lot during the movie.
Well maybe that was thanks to Bernice who was so terrified she could have pooped in her pants.
Everytime I turned towards her direction and saw her pale face and she ducking behind Hsueh Ni's back, I couldn't help myself but laugh larh.
TSK.
I was freezing throughout the whole movie and so were the other two.
We were wearin our pe shirt with skorts so of cos we froze.

After movie we walked around.
Got quite freaked out at Mini Bits or whatever that shop is.
I had this weird feeling that Hsueh Ni was having and somemore we were standing in front of these voodoo dolls that I disliked the moment I saw them.
Bernice still can say that they're cute and bought a few larh.

Bernice left after that cos her dad was in Tiong.
Hsueh Ni and I decided to have our late lunch after Bernice left which was like 4+ at KFC.
By the time we left Tiong was at 6.30

Reached home, had a quick shower and went to swim for a while then went to jacuzzi.
I wanted to faint after I stepped out of the jacuzzi larh.
I could hardly walk.
I think it was cos I was slightly hungry when I went in but I didnt realise it and at KFC I hardly ate anything.

Now I'm off to watch tv (:

I miss school.

A couple of tears and I'm a broken mess
The sadness has taken me far too deep in regret
So sing me a song about something good
My heart's on the thrashing floor
And I've done every single thing I could


I'm boreddddd.
I've got nothing much to do so I decided to blog while listening to music.
I borrowed two dvds just now from Video Ezy and a tub of Ben and Jerry's ice cream <3
Next week's full of stupid and boring SYF dance practice.
Sucks big time.
We've gotta be in school by 7 and it'll end at 12.
It's nothing as compared to the number of hours we have to spend on SYF when school re-opens though.
One Tree Hill Season Two's gonna start real soon on Star World!!!!!!!YAY!
I can't wait!
Hahah.
Alright I'm off.


I used to believe in
Some kind of feeling
That could change everything
I thought I knew
But that door is closed and
My heart feels like it's frozen
If you hear me I can feel you

Today I met Suganya in Tiong at around 2 and bought a few things from Popular.
After that we made our way to school and painted the classroom.
I kinda regret going actually cos it wasn't as fun as I thought it did be.
Left school at 6.15 with Hsueh Ni and Jolyn since the rest decided to leave at 5+
Came home and been watching tv and using computer.

I've got exactly a week left before my boring MT school has to start and I still haven't started on the hw which is like 2 bloody units and each unit consists of 1 compo, comprehension, cloze passage, grammar, vocab and god knows what else it consists of.
Screw MT school man.
It sucks.
It's boring.
I can't even speak one sentence in my own language without hesitation.
Tsk.
I wish I hadn't stopped learning Malay or Chinese :/
It definitely would have been better and well I guess easier.

BLOGGER is screwed right now.
My previous post either a few lines keep gettin deleted or the font keeps getting smaller.

I'm sleepy now.
Shall go sleep soon.

You're askin' me do I think have I got just what it takes
Does my ego have direction, is my mouth just shooting blanks
You list for me your standards, and I can't believe you dared
So I'll tell you once and set you straight, I'm the man, yes I am, Yes I Am

Today nothing eventful.
Woke up at 11.
Was sms-ing Gail till about 1.50, then she called me and we chatted for 35mins.

After that, went Great World with Mom till around 4
Bought a few things from Great World and had Ben & Jerry's <3
After that went home and used comp.
Watched TV from 8-9.30 cos there was Laguna Beach and 8th & Ocean on.
Catched Lost at 10 and here I am blogging now.

I shall go to school tmr to help paint the classroom (:

my brother can be a pain in the ass at times :/
especially when he sneaks from behind to read the conversations i'm having with my friends.
it's like hello?
i NEED privacy.
he's so gonna read this post too.
no privacy=countless of interesting things that i can't blog about=boring blog

The cry of the city like a siren's song
Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long
Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky
Must be someone's soul passing by


I feel like blogging again.
I'm bored you see.
Problem is, I don't know what to blog about.

OH NOW I DO :D
OC SEASON THREE IS ROCKING HOT :D
When I was in Malaysia, I went to my cousins house and he had the season 3 dvd so I managed to watch till half of episode 5 before I had to leave. Tsk man.

I changed my blogskin (:
I hope it's not too greenish.
Heh.
I'm gonna stick with this blogskin hopefully for quite long.

Okay bye then, show's coming on soon.

HAPPY BELATED BDAY LORRAINE AND GAIL :D

I'm back from KL : D
It's not the best trip to KL since it was short but it wasn't that bad either. Bought a few things from there.
Puma shoes, two wallets, a handbag, and i think that's it. yeah.
Hotel was alright.
Weather was sucky.
Bus journey's like 5 freaking hours.
While travelling there and back, I was feeling nauseous in the bus.

I've been thinking a lot about my life recently. Ahh damn. I forgot what I wanted to say. Oh wells. NVM.

There're loads of other things I wanna blog about but I guess I shouldn't.

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again

I wanted to blog last night but blogger was being problematic again. My brother was annoying me last night, as usual. I shall not talk bout what he did.

Anyway I went out with Vaish to Tiong ytd to catch Cars. It was nice (: That would mean for this whole week, I've gone to watch 3 movies. Benchwarmers, Cars and The Omen(kinda counted although there were tech diff and we got a refund). I wanna watch She's The Man baaaaaadly man.

I'm going to KL next Monday and should be back on Wednesday (:

At last i managed to get into Blogger. Screw the stupid technical difficulty.

Went Great World today to catch The Omen with Sheryl-Ann. Movie was at 2 and while we were watching the ads, it suddenly stopped. An announcement was made bout some stupid technical problems that they were facing and said that we had to wait for 5-10 minds before the movie begun. That 5mins became an hour cos the technical difficulty never got fixed. We were refunded our money AND AND AND complimentary tickets (:

After that we went to Yoshinoya and Sheryl Ann had 3 BOWLS of soup. After her mother called her, she told me that her mother approves of ONLY me as Sheryl Ann's friend. HAHA wth larh. Then while in Yoshinoya, I was doing some crap and Sheryl Ann kept bursting into laughter. Paiseh man. Then we went to Ben & Jerry's to have ice cream. YumYum. Sheryl left after that and I decided to have a hair cut. The lady blewdry my hair and it has been quite straight since then. Reached home at bout 5.30 Dinner at 7+. Went NTUC after that with mummy to buy some stuff. Left the things at home and went Great World to buy snacks for daddy and brother. I decided to buy Rocky Road ice cream from Cold Storage. Now here I am, blogging. Blogging is getting boring. Oh, I've created my first ever blogskin. It's more or less done but I think I did just stick with my current one.